Warmer than warm

Its winter once again and my tea is no longer warm. There's just so much to say for this beginning but I have been staring at this page for the last hour.  Two hours to be exact and silently having this doubtful thinking in this cold room. 

Today's June.

Sometimes, I could not place myself on how I got into this cyberworld and yet this part. Yes this part of time I'm missing something. Well honestly, it used to be a daily routine where I strolled pictures on my folder and each second of it, I had those million laughters and teary eyes. Maybe there were something more to it. Or maybe I just preferably hidden that something which I shouldn't have. Hr mph. Deep shit thinking.

Keep searching for that something it came to my mind on how much I missed dragging my huge ass camera, capturing those crazy creatures and placing it upfront. But at a time, it stopped me for doing so. I guess its just not so inspiring anymore. Maybe I did it with a set of mind. So this time I had you and the loved ones to give me a choice. Well you know who you are and as how much I shut the door and being in this cold room. I know you'll always have the fate in me to everything surrounds me. 

Just truly I couldn't see it for a time but now it feels so live fulfilling for the untapped talent. The heart may sincerely speaks now but I cant deny how much loving this new beginning. Its just unbelievable. Well I hope I could spare more time for what it's worth and no longer believe the past has ever existed. Sometimes, the best just aren't the best. Like I said again. it has been warmer than warm. Enjoy this new journey with me. 

Here comes the camera and I. Happy winter lovelies.